~TrUe LiEs~

<-TiMe's Scars->


I put in so much

Ya promised dat you would do things together with me
But ya chose to run away

Ya promised me you would love me wholeheartedly
But ya chose to run away

Ya promised me we would fulfill our dreams together
But ya chose to run away

My tears fall like rain
My heart weeps softly as I think about the times we had
My feelings & emotions, torn badly apart
My thoughts dwelve deeper than the depths of the ocean
My anguish & pain indescribable by words
My existence never made a difference

~Do I deserve this~

Love You Dearly
Cross my heart

You NEVER loved me
You led me on
You made empty promises
You gave me false hopes
You never accepted me for what I am
You never cared about my feelings

~I am just another ordinary person in your life, wandering in & out.
~I am not even in the list of people ya cherish
~I do not mean anything to you
~I never occupied a place in your heart

Behind my laughter & smiles, the remains surface~~
Spread to the depths of darkness
~~In sorrow, never to rise~~

^^Your smile is everything it means to me
^^Your happiness is all that I wish for
^^Your freedom I'll do anything to give
^^Your safety is all I hope for

Never will I forget the times we had, & the laughter we shared
How I wish ya knew
How I wish ya understood
But ya never cared

~To all my dear friends~

Ya guys have been very encouraging, giving me alot of advice & cheering me on
From the bottom of my heart
Wanna say a big thanks to all of you
Some of ya have warned me
I failed to heed your advice.
I am now paying the price for it
I know I have to face it every weekend
Its gonna be a tough ride for me...

Haiz..Whatever it is, I know ya guys meant well for me. Thanks all of you, ya are the best.

(*^^*wHeN wIlL tHe cYcLE End~eVeRYtHiN's JuZ GeTtiN wOrSe & wOrSE*^^*)

/\|= dReAmZ tHaT NeVer CaMe tRuE =|/
P.S :
*ALL THE BEST TO YOUR O'LEVELS*